Saturday, December 5, 2009

Before me. He was a sailor and so was his father. My grandfather Captain Evan Rowlands of the schooner Ellen Davies - he built that house. All built by the old captains.

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Don't expect it when you're expecting something else. A childish hurt tearful - that's all I remember and that's all that's left from what must have been an hour that I spent with my mouth wide open and staring straight ahead. I must have had thoughts of betrayal and treason. I must have been enraged embittered and disappointed because I had worked out a definite plan of action with a part for everyone and now there was a hole in the plan and no way of plugging it up. And bitterness of course there was desperate bitterness of loss the loss of a friend an ally a son. And most probably there was a temporary blackout chaos not of feelings but of the debris of feelings. Then gradually I regained control and went back to reasoning -- coldly.
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